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« Reply #340 on: December 16, 2009, 06:29:19 pm »

 Well I'll just start this at my timezone, GMT(+8:00) Philippine Time:

 Throughout my years of living, I can't assume that I am proud, or dissapointed in my life. My life is very much like a roller coaster ride, with twists, turns, ups, and downs. You just don't know where your going to end up in the end. It's sometimes frightning and sometimes fraustrating. I sometimes really ask myself, is there a higher being messing with my life, something more than God, something like a virtual reality, or aliens, it's very paranoia but it's not hard to ask.

 I felt that school was really important to me, learning and meeting new people, that's where I thought it was really great. Something that I can turn to, well that was in my kindergarten, but then when I went to the Philippines for the first time in 1st grade, I was different, wasn't really accustomed to their thoughts, beliefs, and customs, so I never fitted in, and being a nonsense, it's something I never wanted to repeat in my life. That is why when I later when I went back to America for 2nd grade, I felt that I needed to change, to learn, to be the best that I could have been, and try harder. Which I later became much better, life bacame nice, and very pleasent. Until we had to leave, into another school some miles away, with my relatives, thus it was my time in the Philippines but in the same state of California, I was really different again, being someone who was very emotional, someone with so many "Problems" and many things in my head, making me with so many things, after the graduation of elementary, I went to Middle School, and then after some very various things, which to this day regret to do, and blame myself, I'm now in the Philippines. I was really shy and a bit emotional at the time, but after another year, i grew accustomed to everything, had good relations with new friends, and teachers. Which I wish I can do that in America when I go back.

 I can't tell my whole biography here, but overall, I as a teenager now, I feel that I am someone in the past who never knew myself, never knew how the world is, and how to make friends, now I know how to be someone, I can't risk messing everything up when I go back, I just wish I known how stupid and an idiot I was back in America, I just wish I was mature, and now I regret everything....

 So now as my 14th birthday begins, I regret again, being someone who can't even remember that the foundation day school parade is in 1:30PM, not 7:00AM, bringing me here in a Thursday. And well I don't think I will get anything for my birthday, even though my classmates and teachers call me rich because I had a two story house, and everything, with a maid, but since I'm torn from my Mother(Being overseas in America) I feel that everything is complicated, as a teen, I have to find ways to manage my money, understand what is debt, capital, and such financial items, such as a credit card and debit card( I don't plan on getting a credit card EVER, with my experience) And to catch up worrying that I might be not suited back into the American Education System, I needed to learn more, Programming, Pre-calculas, Literature, and Physics. I also plan on making essays as a test for myself and trying to make many page worth of literature to make sure I can write good, and reading(Sadly the Philippines has no good library in the province) Thus I need to check into the internet in online free books, and maybe some educational videos in Youtube that teaches math, science, and everything. I plan in going with my Father's advice and start going to school and home by walking as exercise even if it is hot because it is the tropics(to be truth it is hotter than San Diego and Las Vegas, and I've been there both cities) 4 times because School is 7-11AM; 1-5PM, Eating much Spinach, green food, running, more more milk, and so many things before I go back.

 But to be realistic, for my Birthday, I wish for nothing but my loving Parents. Even if my father did say that he wasn't doing anything for my birthday, just a normal day in the park...

*Blows Fake Candles in Imagination* Happy birthday Maplen13, Happy Birthday.
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