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Very, very long story TBH. 2018 not been the best year for me, dad got cancer (he's doing okay now though, clear for a few months now but on dialysis) which was discovered at the start of the year. Had that to deal with for a few months. I've completely moved course in university too in September.
Probably the biggest personal change is I've been questioning a lot recently. Don't really care how accepting people are here but I've kind of come to the realisation that I'm probably trans. I've been going as Quark online which some people have made an effort of using and others don't really remember which is fine. Quark because physics but also because it's not overtly feminine so I don't need to out myself to people I don't want to (like my brother and parents...). I'm going to try and see someone on this on Monday though for the first time to see what exactly I need to do to sort it all out in my head given I'm not sure about some stuff. I could completely overshare on this stuff but I'll try not to do that.
So yeah......
