Message #326494

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Trying to do something becomes exponentially harder when you don't [insert expletives here] care about it and just can't force yourself to care about it and want to tell it to go [insert colorful euphemism here].

Generally it's not a good sign when the thing you're trying to do and you feel that way about is basically what you have to do in the career you've spent almost four years and several thousand dollars on college pursuing, right?  How about if you realized that the parts you feel so adamantly apathetic about are basically the few common aspects to all parts of living, period?

Actually, you know what, nevermind.  No one wants to listen to my depressed rambling anyway, and the COMPLETE LACK OF ANYONE WILLING TO SHOW BASIC #$%&ING HUMAN CONCERN has built up the depressive rage within me to the point where I'll likely just lash out at anyone who tries to help anyway.  Seriously, good job, whoever designed THAT particular survival instinct.  "I'm in pain, let's lash out at anyone who comes within ten feet to talk to us, even though that's pretty much the only way to deal with the depression."  Yeah, great design concept, genius, I see no flaws whatsoever in that setup.

Oh yeah, did I mention my snark mode's engaged in overdrive?  Yeah probably should have mentioned that before.  Oh well.  It's not like I'm likely to tick anyone off or anything.  You know.  What with going into snark mode overdrive without warning.  Should cause no problems.  Whatsoever.