Trying to do something becomes exponentially harder when you don't [insert expletives here] care about it and just can't force yourself to care about it and want to tell it to go [insert colorful euphemism here].
tru dat
How about if you realized that the parts you feel so adamantly apathetic about are basically the few common aspects to all parts of living, period?
*points to you* this guy. right here.
you have discovered a universal truth, and one of the many, many things i hate about earth.
Actually, you know what, nevermind. No one wants to listen to my depressed rambling anyway, and the COMPLETE LACK OF ANYONE WILLING TO SHOW BASIC #$%&ING HUMAN CONCERN has built up the depressive rage within me to the point where I'll likely just lash out at anyone who tries to help anyway.
Humans have no humanity. haven't for a long, long time. and trust me, i knwo EXACTLY how you feel.
Seriously, good job, whoever designed THAT particular survival instinct. "I'm in pain, let's lash out at anyone who comes within ten feet to talk to us, even though that's pretty much the only way to deal with the depression." Yeah, great design concept, genius, I see no flaws whatsoever in that setup.
Yeah, this is (one of the many reasons) why i call B S on creation. because no god worth my worship would have created "IN HIS IMAGE" such deeply flawed, screwed up, vicious creatures.
Now, evolution explains it; hunting animals would target the weak/old/injured, so they have to have some sort of attack response to protect themselves while they healed.
another crippling instinct we haven't grown out of, as a species, yet....
Oh yeah, did I mention my snark mode's engaged in overdrive? Yeah probably should have mentioned that before. Oh well. It's not like I'm likely to tick anyone off or anything. You know. What with going into snark mode overdrive without warning. Should cause no problems. Whatsoever.
Good for you. Feeling like that is when i feel the most alive.
