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I have a gmail of my own, but I'm not network admin, so I couldn't sneakily install Steam and link it to my own account instead of my father's. (Plus I'm still really dependent on them, I can't seem to get a job and college hasn't exactly helped me in that regard.

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It's not that they don't care or anything, it's just that their philosophical perspective on life is FAR different from mine. (There's other problems, too, of course, but I'd rather not get into them publicly, and besides, what family DOESN'T have serious problems?)
But I'm probably being overly glum. The holidays have been tough on me ever since my mom's heart attack a few years back, the whole extended family started fighting around that time, and the immediate family started decaying around that time. In other words, when we moved back to the States and when I graduated high school.