Desperation

[Legodac]

Have you ever felt so alone, have you thought you couldn't do enough, have you ever wished you could change just a little piece of the world around you.

Share here your acts of desperation, share here why and what you would do to make something better, including yourself...

How soulful it may be...

should I start, k, if it helps to hear anothers woes...

I have a fear, some may relate to,

When I die my wish is simple, I want to be remembered for something, anything that says I stood out amongst the masses..

Are you ready to share your soul?

The thumb down is a symbol of desperation, feeling sad is universal, and the goals we strive for, and the failures and the triumphs we all share, afterall, we're only human

What makes you sad and drives you all at the same time...

what's your dream?

[Kritzelei]

Well, I get confused often as to what I want to be when I'm older, seeming as these past months things haven't been going brilliant for me, yet brilliant for my best friend. I'd love to become a musician, or some sort of doctor, yet I often have the feeling that's not what's meant for me... like, I'll mess it up, or won't do well enough. I also want to find out: What do I do wrong that my best friend gets right?  :-\
K
P.S Good topic

[Legodac]

I can relate buddy, my whole life has been a thought of how I could do something great, but there was always something that held me back.

I've come to believe there are three ingredients to achievement

One is control of failure, in other words, you master fear

Two is faith in yourself and believing in what you are capable

The third eludes me, perhaps together we can find the answer to greatness

[Shoots Da Kine]

Boy, I have had these in the past...

A lot of the time, I wonder if what I'm doing is really worth it. All the time I am spending on computers, building up friendships online, making friends with people who I've never seen before. But I wonder, once it is all said n' done, if it is all worth it. Have I touched anyone?

I don't have any friends in real life that I can really consider as 'friends (you know, ones that come outside and play with you all day, then sleep over, etc.),' except for Tommy. But problem is he lives hours away. But it isn't like I have a choice. IRL, everyone I meet is a snob who cares about xbox, and has nothing in common with me.

So that makes me kinda feel alone; just the thought of when it's said and done, it isn't gonna be like I'm gonna live with these people. This is all just temporary, and that's the sad part.

I live a sad real life, apart from family. So that's the biggest reason to why I'm here: To at least have SOME SORT a life, no matter if it's real or not.

[Teddy3333]

I don't wish to drag any to the front of my contended happy mind. I get up at 7:30 am and work until 11:00 pm and yet I'm happy. Good, huh?

[Legodac]

Perhaps this topic will survive, and why is that? 

It's a place we can vent without confrontation or fear, I ask all, if this topic persists, just remember one thing, it's title.

[MsRowdyRedhead]

I don't wish to drag any to the front of my contended happy mind. I get up at 7:30 am and work until 11:00 pm and yet I'm happy. Good, huh?

I think that is the best way to live..

[Teddy3333]

What, overworking or living in denial?

[MsRowdyRedhead]

Having purpose, and making a contribution.. Perspective is everything

[Legodac]

There's been a few who spilled their bricks here.

Btw, nothing wrong with sharing who you are.

To that guy, write him, I can't say that any stronger, everyone deserves to be forgiven once or twice.

For Tom, go for it, afterall, what have you got to loose, nothing, you'll just become a better musician.

As for Indy, I'll miss you, yes, shut it down for a month or two, the pc, and get out there, walk around, see, smile, say hello, help a little old lady across the street, worked for me and I'm back, full throttle, living life on both sides.